I think of things and then forget...

I got up real early this morning and drove all over Wellington County. I had to do some deliveries for work and it was quite interesting. Well, no, not actually interesting at all. It was sunny and I had absolutely no washer fluid for my car, and thus could not see.

Funny thing, washer fluid. I hate it. HATE everything about it. Hate putting it in my car, hate having to use it, hate not being able to see without it. And therefore I resist having to deal with it until absolutely necessary. Which is a point I haven't got to yet. Instead I drove 250+ km surviving by driving behind people who were kicking up a decent amount of spray.

The whole time I was driving, I had an awesome list of things I was going to write about today. I really did. I have to start jotting this stuff down so that I remember them to write about later.

I had a list of things that I just do not understand. There is a pretty good list, actually, but I have no idea now what was on it. Hmmm

I think what I'm going to do is make a bunch of little ideas and put them in a hat. Topics, I suppose, so when I dont know what I should write about I'll just pick out and write something on that particular topic.

I have a tendency to over-think things. ALL the time. Especially when it's something that I want really bad, I convince myself that everything is saying "yes" to that thing. A line of text, a simple remark, it all leads to me getting what I want. I should probably stop that.

I just realized how random that paragraph was. It was a vague reference to a person... hmm.

I had this customer tonight, who totally looked sketchy, I didn't even really want to help him. He had this curly hair that was long and bleach blond. And it was REALLY thin through the top. He had a scruffy beard and was wearing this long trench coat. And he talked like a surfer hippy. But we got to talking and he'd spent some time in Australia and next thing I knew we were discussing Arnott's cookies (mmmm Tim Tams!) and how he hadn't gone to Bondi (can you imagine?) amoungst other things. I should learn not to judge a book by it's cover.

It's weird, as soon as someone mentions travel to me at work, I get into a huge discussion about going places and doing things. I want to travel, I want to see the world. But I learned a lesson last time I did so... sometimes the things you want are what you have and you don't realize it. I learned that lesson a bit too late. And I've been thinking about it ever since.

While I was driving I was singing to myself. It's funny, certain cds and songs remind me of particular people. And I meant to write a list of these songs. Perhaps I will another day. I should take my favorites playlist on my ipod and for each song write who that song makes me think of.

I just turned on the movie Prime. The guy in this movie is cute. I think I decided that the first time I watched it. Hmm.

I've tried to stay true to my idea of this being a random outlet of my thoughts, and not overly editing what I say. I mean, I might not mention names or anything like that, though I'm sure those in question will know I'm talking about them. I think that just about wraps up my randomized thoughts for tonight.